https://www.mentalhealth.org.uk/campaigns/mental-health-awareness-week
1.
EXAMS
Taking exams – no matter what level (whether they’re A Levels, GCSEs, or
NVQs) it’s almost as though the entire point of them is to stress you out!
Around exam time there’s always a lot in the media about the pressure that our
young people are being put under through the
education system. There’s been so many stories of young people developing eating disorders, anxiety disorders, and even attempting – and sometimes succeeding at) suicide. For me, my levels of stress during my GCSE exams were worsened by the fact that I was being abused at the time of the revision and that person did everything in his power to cause me to fail. During my A Level exams, I’d begun to hear voices literally a fortnight before my first three exams. I recognise that neither of these experiences are the ‘norm’ but they are also the reason why my exams were one of the most stressful times of my life.
education system. There’s been so many stories of young people developing eating disorders, anxiety disorders, and even attempting – and sometimes succeeding at) suicide. For me, my levels of stress during my GCSE exams were worsened by the fact that I was being abused at the time of the revision and that person did everything in his power to cause me to fail. During my A Level exams, I’d begun to hear voices literally a fortnight before my first three exams. I recognise that neither of these experiences are the ‘norm’ but they are also the reason why my exams were one of the most stressful times of my life.
2.
WORK

By ‘work’ I mean so many things; like when I used to do my paper round
when I was about fifteen, when I got my first real job at Primark on the
weekends, and when I first started doing this
as a ‘job.’ When I had my paper round I remember bumping into a nasty man and
being anxious to do the round afterwards. Within months of starting at Primark,
I’d begun to experience auditory hallucinations – actually, I first heard the
voices when I was leaving my shift one evening. I now mainly stress over
blogging and social media work when organisations work with me and give me
assignments and tasks with deadlines.
3.
TRAVELLING

4.
MY TRAUMA
Being raped and sexually abused is something that, unsurprisingly, you’d
like to forget. But once something has happened there’s nothing you can do to
make it ‘unhappen’! My abuse happened eleven years ago yet I still think about
it on – almost – a daily basis. It can never be forgotten. And perhaps, in a
way, it never should be; I mean, it has taught me so much and has made me do
what I do today. If it hadn’t happened, there’d be no I’m NOT Disordered, and I
can’t imagine my life without it. Regardless of the daily memories, when I
finally told someone what had been done to me, I had to have the inevitable
Police interview. I barely remember it to be honest; probably because my brain
has somehow disconnected from it. But I do
remember having to go into all of
the gruesome details and use all of the words that I so
desperately never wanted to hear or say. I can remember the stress and anxiety around every time that I’ve had to speak about the trauma to professionals. It seems that it’s ‘ok’ when it’s me blogging about it or talking about it but when the professional is in control of the conversation around it, I find it scary.
desperately never wanted to hear or say. I can remember the stress and anxiety around every time that I’ve had to speak about the trauma to professionals. It seems that it’s ‘ok’ when it’s me blogging about it or talking about it but when the professional is in control of the conversation around it, I find it scary.
5.
INTERVIEWING FOR THE MEDIA
Since starting I’m NOT Disordered I’ve done a number of media interviews
(I’ll link all of them below). I think that the most stressful ones were for
the radio. I did one that was live once and was literally trying to stop myself
from spewing up my dinner whilst we spoke! I think that something like that
might be scary or stressful for anyone, but I am starting to get used to them
and I’m even beginning to enjoy them. I try to look at it as it’s a way to get
mental health, and my blog out there and help others to have hope.
#AD
You could also download the self help guide for stress from Northumberland, Tyne & Wear NHS Foundation Trust for free, here: https://web.ntw.nhs.uk/selfhelp/
Tomorrow, I’ll be telling you my top three tips on coping with stress!