So, the other day was special for two reasons, firstly; it was
Time To Talk Day (you can read my post about it here)
and second, it was my Mum’s Birthday!
After deciding that we should have a day out somewhere, we finally
decided on Liverpool because Mum has always supported Liverpool Football Club (you can leave your
hate and trolling here, it isn’t welcome on this blog!) and has never visited their
Stadium; Anfield. So we booked some first class train tickets with Transpennine Express (who we
weren’t particularly impressed by) to travel down early in the morning, and
requested tickets for the Anfield
Stadium tour later in the afternoon.
Draft
number two of this post; here we go!
So,
a very good friend of mine; Martin Baker, wrote a blog post recently titled ‘Or Maybe You Were an Asshole’ where he talked about people pushing one another
away and I thought that based on my experience, I could maybe expand on it from
a different angle…
One
of the many ‘symptoms’ of Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD, but now called
Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder) is unstable relationships. I learnt of this when my diagnosis of BPD first
became official and I began to research the Disorder then read about the
numerous ‘symptoms’ that made up the diagnostic criteria (at that time). I might
have learnt about it then, but I don’t think I’d ever experienced it in my life
until I actually began to suffer from the mental health Disorder! Up until I my
first overdose, my relationships with family and friends had always been stable
and secure; if I made a commitment to them, I kept it. If I told them I cared
about them, I meant it. If I wanted to show them how much I loved them, I did.